a-s-p-rickman:

Dearest tumblr friends, I’m using these picture as the expression on Alan’s beautiful face, in one, and his pose in the other, matches how I feel.

I’ve lost a few followers lately, which is fine, though I’m not sure why.  It’s probably just that my blog is crap, I don’t expect people to follow me, but it may possibly be that I’ve not been posting or messaging much lately.

I wont bore you with the details but there’s been a lot of `stuff’ going on in my life lately (yeah - all of it shitty, but I’m not moaning and am well aware many are in a far worse place than me) and, as a result, I’ve not been on the computer much lately. 

Basically my `me time’ and keeping in contact with you, my friends, has been one of the casulties of my current situation.  I’m not asking for sympathy but just wanted to take this chance to say to all those who are hearing from me even less than usual - I really miss you, it’s not lack of caring or interest that prevents me from keeping in contact and I will be in touch (and, I hope back reblogging properly again) as soon as I crawl out of this bad place into a better one!

To all who have sent me messages I send a huge thank you.  I hope you’ve all been unaware, up to now, that things are bad as I have not intended to offload my angst on to anyone, nor will I. Sorry for not replying or for not responding quickly or fully.  I know those I’ve explained to that I’m `busy’ have been fine about it, and I appreciate that, too.

I just thought it fair to let you know as I didn’t want anyone thinking I no longer care about them, can’t be arsed to write etc - not at all.  I care about and miss all my friends and will be in touch as soon as I can - promise.

Expect the occasional blitz of reblogging as I need something as `light relief’ when I can, even if it does mean tumblring at 4am when I can’t sleep!

Sorry about this depressing, long winded post - much love to all.  xxxx

Just reblogging to say thanks to my lovely tumblr friends who put such wonderful comments and also to let anyone who may have missed this know that, although the shit’s still hitting the fan, I will return asap and I love and miss you so much x